i don't know nothing at all
…and the hardest thing is
deciding what I should tell
you and what not to. Well,
anyway, I’ve got a while yet
before you’re old enough to
understand the tapes. They’re
more for me at this point…
to help get it all straight.Should I tell you about your
father? That’s a tough one.
Will it change your decision
to send him here…knowing?
But if you don’t send Kyle,
you could never be. God,
you can go crazy thinking
about all this…I suppose
I’ll tell you…I owe him that.
And maybe it’ll be enough if
you know that in the few hours
we had together we loved a
lifetime’s worth…
(Source: finalellipsis)